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Inside

by J.Crackstar

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1.
J Crackstar: Onto something big, I’m feeling on the brink of it / I set my goals now I feel 'em at my fingertips / It’s getting real, success is imminent / I slurred a few words, and some people seemed interested / Heart strings are plucked, emotions are instruments / I leave you moved like an immigrant / Up close and intimate, potential is infinite / I’m carving out a niche, the woodwork is intricate / Mister nice, mister so sweet and innocent / Butter wouldn’t melt, my girl’d say different / Cards are face up, there’s no bliss in ignorance / Lay wide awake with a head full of stimulants / Drank a few beers, under the influence / Little piggy penning passages of brilliance / Channeling aggression into moments of insolence / On the starting blocks, I'm just getting into it. Chorus: Grab the starter pistol, let it shoot (let it shoot) / I’ll be with you in a minute, I’m just lacing up my boots / Fashionably late, make you wait, then come through / Like “wassup, where you been? I’m always waiting for you." Imranimal: My starter pistols cocked, I'm aiming guns blazing / Firing shots at baselines, licks and drums breaking / Flavour's rum raisin, phrasing fun statements / Yeah I write quick cos I've never had the patience / But never rush, I'm clever mush, I've got a system / My formula's to crush all of you cornier rappers with diction / Call it wisdom, I think of words and then evict them / I keep it real whether it's fact or fiction / I succeeded to plan, now I plan to succeed / I'm not a quitter, I work hard, I didn't just land a degree / Push to achieve, that mentality's standard to me / Go out with belief, laugh and never admit defeat / Cos I'm a soldier, whipper-snappers listen to what I told ya / You aren't owed anything, take that chip off your shoulder / Set of jokers, you've got to graft till your older / Plan before you do to make sure your product is golden.
2.
Break That 03:40
When there’s a shortage of some news to spill, we’ll fire up the rumour mill / We’ll let disease spill through the streets / The rats have all been whispering and everybody’s listening / Addicted to disturbing the peace / There’s disorder on the grapevine cos people like to waste time / Spreading out dirt just for kicks / It’s the he say, she say stories are replayed / With lies getting added to the mix / All you hungry little parasites who can’t suppress your appetites / And love the taste of everybody’s pain / People never seem the type but then again believe the hype / Addicted to the poison swimming in their veins / If it makes you feel superior when everybody’s hearing ya / Discussing other people and their flaws / There’s something missing in your life but I guess that it's alright / Cos my self-worth is higher than yours. Shhhhh, you wanna know a secret? / I’ll tell you everybody’s weakness / Shhhhh, you wanna know a secret? / I’ll tell you everybody’s weakness. Say what you want, I can take that (take that) / Say what you want, it’s ok / Don’t make a promise cos you’ll break that (break that) / And I won’t ever trust you again. If I tell you something, you promise you’ll tell no one else? / You’ll lock it all away and always keep it to yourself? / You’ll never share it with a single soul or sell it for the highest price / Rejecting any offers even if you think the buyer’s right? / Or would you turn into fuel to spark a fire light / As if you knew my whole entire life? / I guess you came disguised and always acted like the quiet type / I guess I missed your web of lies and never felt the spider bite / But listen close as I’m offering you my advice / If you think I’d stand for that you must be high as kites / This is something that I won’t forget like when you learn to ride a bike / This is it, you’re out, it’s your final strike.
3.
Inside 03:35
I goes on and probably won’t stop / It goes on and on and on and on / And it probably won’t stop till the day that I drop / (At least I’ll leave something behind) / It goes on and probably won’t stop / It goes on and on and on and on / And it probably won’t stop till the day that I drop / (Welcome to the inside). I've always seen it is as a hobby and a passion, not a trend and not a fashion / Never worried where my sound sits / I've dealt with people sneering, not quite used to what hearing / Cos they miss the whole idea that it's an outlet / And I never seemed the type to fit the cliche of the hype / And of the whole entire stigma that surrounds it / When almost everybody seems to say you have to speak a certain way / And live a certain type of life, me I doubt it / So I skirt around the subject when at work or out in public / Cos I've learned it's rare that people understand / That this blank white sheet of paper is my hope and it's my saviour / How I cope and it's for me and never wrote for any fans / If I tell you what I'm doing why'd you think that's it's amusing / When it's no different to a singing in a band / When they find out how I pass the time they put me on the spot / And I get asked to rhyme like I should just do it on demand. I suppose you lose your relevance and grow out of your element / To turn into the elephant that it's in the room / Standing out against all of the younger kids but theres a fire in that belly / Where the hunger lives, so I'm confused / There’s hardly any rappers that I like amid a scene that’s full / Of spite cos everybody on the mic is insecure / No wonder that it seems strange when you meet James / And discover that he raps then you laugh cos you’re not sure / If it’s a joke or it’s a parody, apparently it has to be / When actually my sanity and strength to see with clarity / Can only come from writing this, and I’ve spent half a lifetime fighting this / I know you doubted that I’d ever be as nice as this / But I’m proud to be the underdog / David beat Goliath and I’m soon to be the one to watch / So if you meet me and discover that I rap / It’s cool, I’ll explain, relax.
4.
Slow Down 04:43
Slow down this is not a race / I wanna make the world stop and wait / Put your phone down, try to concentrate / I wanna give the world a little break. Everybody slow down, this is not a race / I wanna make the world stop and wait / I’ve guess I’ve got a little too much on my plate / Like fat kids who gobble cake / Everything’s a distraction, lights, camera, action / Now it’s getting hard to concentrate / Flicking through tweets watching endless repeats / With Ross telling Rachel they were on a break / We move full speed at a constant pace / And shift between screens till it’s gotten late / So obsessed with timelines and digital lifetimes / We miss the main event, what a waste. Cps there’s too much to take in and process / I think it’s deflating my progress / Cos even as I sat down and wrote this / Ummmm, I lost focus. Now the song isn’t a hit unless the video’s viral / So I stopped spinning vinyl and signed up to Tidal / I had a whole list of idols, now they’re idle / With each getting lost as technology spiralled / I stopped tagging walls and I started tagging photos / Keeping up my status seemed to put me in a chokehold / Heartless and stone cold, getting nothing from it / Saw my ego plummet and depression hit the summit / I was scared of missing out or that my status didn’t count / Or what you had was better and I couldn’t live without / But that’s the way the world works, we all race to keep up / Told that we’re too slow and missing all the secrets / Sick of seeing highlights and wishing it was my life / Feeling like I’m too old, or too young, or too fat / Or too thin, or too this, or too that to move on / Scared of being judged if I posted a new song / So I went the other way and turned reclusive / Now my bird’s the only one to hear exclusives / Cos this world makes us constantly compete / And all I wanna do is put words to a beat. We used to use it for photos / Now it’s just a platform for promos / Selfies in the perfect light, twenty snaps to get it right / With just that one shot getting shown though / Like life’s all rainbows and sunbeams / We’ve lost touch via touch screens / Miss the way we connect like a it’s letters in a text / Encrypting the code in my bloodstream / Hoping for a like or a mention / Frustrated and can’t hold attention / But how apt, I can download an app / That helps relieves any stress and any tension.
5.
The ghost in the room, aligned with the stars and the moon / Walk through the night, I rise at the close of the light / Slave to the dark, sunsets only mean it's the start / Alone’s where I stand, not a single other soul in the land. When the sun goes down, we sing la la la laaaaa / A whole new town, we sing la la la laaaa / This world is mine, I sing la la la laaaa / Alone, I’m fine, I sing la la la laaaa. Inspired by the city lights and roads that are paved by the moon beam / The creature of the night in his routine / While the whole world sleeps I remain wide awake with eyes glued to a blue screen / The window plays host to the infinite darkness / Fractured by the light that escapes from apartments / Can’t see an end, don’t recall when it started / No partner, all alone / I am one with this world, I am everything that’s known / I am king to a land with a shadow for a home / The blood inside it’s veins and the marrow in it's bones / A single heart beat that puts the passion in it’s soul / Silent, less the rain as it patters on the road / Pouring puddles in the shallowest of holes / A penny for my thoughts, collecting cash and gold / I ride the wave of highs and drown in crashing lows. Feel the world stop and come to a standstill / Drop the anchors and dig through the landfill / Expose the sore points, dispose of Advil / And shape all the scrap on the point of an anvil / Embrace the moment and finally feel alive / In a world of sleeping heads when the entire planet’s mine / That moment of serenity, that freeze frame in time / The island in the dark but I’m happy yeah I’m fine / I am fine, I’m good / I'm selfish, I doubt that I would share this if I could / Cos I ignite insight at midnight to search / Through this quick life in dim light and indite these words.
6.
I did this on my own, no team mates / Every word, a little keepsake / There’s a part of me, in each take / Come inside, and have a free taste / … And that’s the philosophy / If a job’s worth doing, do it properly / I’m only speaking honestly, there’s no room for modesty / I’m feeling like this is just the start of the odyssey / The first footsteps, no budget to do things / Tied it all together with a shoe string / Each track laced up, following my mood swings / Hopping over obstacles, jumping through rings / … But that’s the way of life / If you want it then you’ve got to make it happen / And you pay the price, take advice, build it up and / Make it right, practice till it’s late at night / Take a gamble, shake the dice / Find a way to break the ice / Do the leg work, network, write until your / Head hurts like it’s gonna save your life / Then do it some more / Cos nothing comes easy of course. All work, no play / Non-stop, no breaks / Late nights, no life / Just write, all day. x2 The jack of all trades, the lone ranger / The one man army, the sole trader / Cos I think it, write it and practice it / Record it and mix it and master it / Always stay passionate, there’s no room for passiveness / No second best, won’t settle if it's adequate / The caffeine kick advocate, with a buzzing in his ear drums / Popping pro-plus from the cabinet / The all rounder, the handyman / The director shooting films on a handy-cam / The artist, the writer, the thinker, the dreamer / Who drew his own blueprint, the guy who had a plan / And there’s the start / The actor who played every part / Who sacrificed time, and who gave to the art / The music that came from the heart.

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Featuring production from The Jazz Jousters and with the support of Millennium Jazz Music, I’m proud to introduce a collection of six tracks that each weave a personal and introspective narrative across a dusty soundscape of jazz influenced instrumentals. With a mature sound and relaxed approach, welcome to the Inside.

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released June 12, 2016

All songs written, performed, recorded, mixed and mastered by James Greenway. All artwork and marketing by James Greenway for www.designgreenway.com. 'Starter Pistol' features vocals written and performed by Imranimal (imranimalandillas.bandcamp.com) and production from Pawcut. 'Break That' features production from Oldy Clap Recordz. 'Inside' features production from Charlie Mac. 'Slow Down' features production from B-Side. 'When The Sun Goes Down' features production from Blue Buttonz. ‘All Work No Play’ features production from Gadget. All producers appear courtesy of Millennium Jazz Music (millenniumjazzmusic.bandcamp.com).

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